EGD day. I am so incredibly nervous. As awful as it sounds,
I want Dr. Frech to so badly find something wrong but have become very skeptical
at this point. I check into the hospital in the late afternoon and have been
fasting for 12 hours. At least for this test I don’t have to drink any nasty
liquids. It is very quiet and I am Dr. Frech’s only patient for the day. The
usual preparations happen. When I am ready, they wheel me into the procedure room
and it is dark. I am hooked up to the monitors and oxygen is put on. I feel
like my heart is going to beat right out of my chest.
Dr. Frech comes over and sits down next to me. I immediately
apologize for my meltdown in his office and ask him to please not give up on
me. He promises to not give up on me as long as I stick with him and don’t give
up on him. He goes over the procedure and what he will do. We both seem
nervous. He looks at me and says he hopes he finds something because he will be
at a loss if nothing is found. I have very little reassurance from our conversation.
Once again, I am in the process of being knocked out. This time,
I watch the clock in the room to see how long I can stay awake. About 45
seconds and the last thing I remember is Dr. Frech standing next to me waiting
for me to fall asleep.
Finally…vindication! A diagnosis has been made. Little did I
know that there was not a lot of information out there on my condition, let
alone what I could to fix it or if surgery would even work.
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